MzSerena’s Garden

So many times, I wonder what I’m doing with my life. I wonder where I went wrong and why I’m not making more of the education that I have. I ask myself what happened, when did it change that I didn’t want to go out and work with other people, when did I become such a hermit. I love my choice of life, though. I enjoy being able to work from home and not have to worry about dealing with other people.

But, what I wonder is why? Why haven’t I ever really put forth effort into one of the many small business opportunities that I’ve had in the past? Am I afraid of failing? You bet. But for every failure, there has to be a success. You learn and grow from each failure. But I still do not want to fail. I failed at so many things growing up that I can’t do it again.

And there-in lies my problem. I fear being the failure that I was always told I’d be. Yet, I feel like I’m a failure because I’m sitting here at home while my husband works every day.

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