I made the decision to reconnect with old friends. I decided to venture back into a world where I have friends that I can call up and say “hey, lets go bowling” or something like that. When I was younger, I had a lot of friends, I missed that quite a bit and I’ve made an effort to reconnect with some of those people whom I was the closest to.
My biggest concern, though, is that things are going to end up the same way they did 14 years ago. I self destructed, vanished, I cut all ties, honestly. It was hard for me, I was slighted by my best friends, who were hanging out without me. I was left out in the cold and I’m still not sure why. All I know is that it’s something that I felt the need to do.
If I hadn’t done this? I’m not sure what would happen, honestly. I’d probably be miserable, despite all the good in my life.
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